New-Self

so everyone's been noticing some changes to me. I guess it's the fact that my boyfriend has affected who i am today. and i'm very happy. I don't go out often and i don't drink often. I have made promises that I am honestly willing to keep. I'm proud of myself that I have kept grounded. I didn't really enjoy going out before - i just felt like i had to because I had nothing else better to do. Although now i just stay home and sleep. One problem with being in a long distance relationship is the fact you don't see each other. It's really hard to interact via text / telephone. I always have thought of myself as being a person who thought that physical contact with that person was necessary to keep a relationship going. But i have realized that developing trust & love through the distance is as important as that. The distance has made me see our relationship in a different sight - knowing that person actually cares about keeping it working and going helps me know if it's worth putting forth effort. Although there are many rocky days - in the end of the day it's love that's important - and I love my boyfriend ♥

Party.

With my school schedule I barely have time to go out - let alone party. My boyfriend has also told me to not go out because it's 'dangerous' - hehehe. so I have cut down on partying. Although last week a couple of my friends and myself hit up a club ; it was alright - I actually danced. Had to make use of the $40 - entrance. SO i'm slowly becoming broke. UGH! But clubbing is really - not my scene. I'm more of the sit at home and watch basketball while eating chips and drinking beer kind of person. =)

Very Late Post : New Years Resolution

Wow February is almost here - time sure does fly by. I have yet to make my new years resolution list. So lets see - how many of these I can keep!

- Sleep at a decent hour (so far so good)
- Don't exert too much in the relationship [...i'm doing it :-) ]
- Cut down on spending
- STOP PROCRASTINATING and do work ahead of time
- KEEP BEING ORGANIZED

4 Months

I am so behind this. School is back up on Monday - and I still didn't blog about our 4 months. Hehehe. 4 months was last december 23rd. Definitely fought a lot after. Hehehe. Christmas and New Years past and we fought during those festive times and after.

How are long distance relationships working without fighting. Honestly. When New Years and Christmas hit - fight fight fight. Ridiculous. I guess in the sense that you're both missing out on those holiday's together. You're with different people - different time zones. I have to learn to keep my head cool. I have so many goals for this relationship to work - that I have to start doing , should definitely be part of a new years resolution list. MUST DO THAT tonight (hehehe)

:)