Give yourself 2 minutes and read this

*if you're a girl - switch up the 'she' to 'he' & 'hers' to 'his' etc

Understanding

Another important aspect that I've learned these past few weeks is what is literally meant as 'understanding' . Understanding ones self, and understanding those around you. I have generally been the type of person who doesn't try to understand another person, and I get really antsy. For example ; boyfriend is being an asshole because of something . I would get soo pissed at him for being an asshole instead of trying to understand what he is feeling / going through - that we'd end up fighting. Fights could be avoidable if you try to understand the other person.

I have to learn to be a more understanding individual, for myself and for others. No matter what, I love you.

Birthday

Definitely a year has gone by. A year older, a year wiser. Tomorrow it's my 20th birthday. Moving on from being a teen. What has changed over the past year?

- I've learned to give trust, as hard as it may seem, you have to trust.
- Once again, life is short (RIP - Tiyo Sendo)
- Failing is not an option.
- Never give up
- Take life as it comes, don't over think
- Smile because it happened, some things fall apart, so when something good happens, you'll know when to appreciate it.
- Loving is hard - but that's love. ♥

How Important

How important is trust in a relationship? How much trust can you give your partner? No matter how much you trust them, there's always that little bit in the back of your head that has doubt. I guess at some point, we're really willing to give in, and risk getting hurt. If you don't risk you didn't really love at all.

Little bits have started to bother me. I'm just really disappointed in myself that I am starting to think like this... starting to think like a clingy girlfriend - which I was not before. Ok. Sabi nila, magtiwala ka - so you begin to trust, but every time he does something, i question it. Ugh. I hate myself at this moment.

School

Ugh. school is taking over my life. I have midterms and assignments due everyday!
it's quite a ridiculous amount of work. 3rd year is going to be and is already being a biatch!

SPREAD LOVE ♥

Things that I love about my life right now!

- my family (aka the new addition ; a new nephew)
- my boyfriend :)
- cold weather, i can finally pull out my scarf
- low gas prices
- hot hot coffee
- ...and my boyfriend!

Summer Love

I have to admit it.

I am in love ♥

...to be continued